Transam George

7:39AM

this isnt really happening
please tell me this isnt really happening

4:19PM

I oughta read more, im a media slave. I just took a driving class on a dvd because of a stupid ticket and it took over 6 hours to complete. Over 6 hours of non-stop, repetitive, rudimentary DMV-babble. Sitting that long glued to a tv while not actually being entertained helps put things in perspective you know. I imagine its sort of like when a dad finds out his kid has been smoking, and he's really upset, so in order to make the kid stop he doesn't take the cigarettes away. Instead the dad sits the kid down and makes him smoke an entire pack til the kid pukes and cries. i feel like that kid right now, or at least i'd like to imagine that i do. If i knew i could quit them easy i think i'd start taking sleeping pills, my insomnia is a nasty beast pacing just oustide of my control. Oh well, at least i never have anywhere to be, so far its not letting anyone else down. I'm gonna have to pull another all nighter to put my clock back in order.
heres a nod to my colleague mr y.

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night time boogie boarding with my friends
no school or deadlines
night time boogie boarding with my friends
world of warcraft
being single
my family
99 cent store
steel guitar
lifting weights
playing drums
mo money mo problems

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backsliding
my fragile heart
people
recording
no money, no job

10:00PM

i need to get this thing hotted up.
you cant even tell that im a sensitive hot new age emo kid.
no wait im no kid i am becoming a man.
this is FUCKING SAD

9:58PM